Chapter 2.
The day had been incredibly difficult. Not only had Evey been dragged out of bed at the wee hours of the morning by her mother's servants to get dressed, but the next several hours had been a grueling process of being prostrated before the woman of the house, yelled at and grilled about having been run off, on-top of being lectured on what it means to be a "real woman" and have responsibilities.
Needless to say, if Evey hadn't disliked her mother much before, she was hating the woman right now. To make things worse, she was angry with everything that had happened in the last forty-eight hours as it was. Her father, and Quyn for siding with him… So it was only natural she would be upset and surprised to see Quyn as the escort bodyguard for her mother and her today, along with two hand maidens as the little group ventured into the city and to the weaver's guild where Evey would be stripped down to her undergarments, measured, and then forced to try on a multitude of different outfits. That wasn't nearly as bad as the Bridal shop they visited. She'd been forced to put on gown after gown, all while Quyn watched every time she emerged from the dressing room and was put on a pedestal in front of her mother to be critiqued and criticized for not looking as pretty as her older sister. Aya was always a sore topic of conversation, and it was obvious how Livid the girl was at the mention of her older sister's name.
What killed her the most was the final gown. She'd emerged looking more stunning than ever, and the look she gave Quyn was that of a girl with a broken heart. There was no doubt in Evey's eyes with how miserable this entire situation had made her. All exposed in front of the man she loved, with no ability to defy her situation and express herself. The dress had been selected and lunch had been had. More shopping and planning was done, shoes ordered and other accessories. Everything else had been finished weeks ago while Evey had been off studying and running around with Quyntin. It was late evening by the time the group had gotten home, and now it was only five more days until the wedding. Evey had retreated to her bedroom to don her nightgown and do her nightly ritual before bed. Even after laying down for an hour, she found that she couldn't sleep. Her mind had been racing, her heart aching.
Once more, she left her bedroom, sneaking through the halls in the night, carrying a small lantern in hand. She would head to the roof- the once place she could think clearly. She'd been struggling for the past two days to come up with some kind of run away plan, but found nothing coming to mind. So here she was, aimlessly wandering the estate, trying desperately to hold onto her own sanity in all the chaos around her.
Quyntin would normally have been pleased to be back to his old duties. The familiar home and faces should have been a comfort to him but it was all nothing more than a sign of his impenitence. He was a defeated man, defeated without a fight. He felt powerless before his duty, her father, and simply went about his tasks with a solemn lifelessness. A barely noticeable sadness. He barely spoke and when he did, his short sentences were devoid of emotion. Every glance he stole of Evey was at the same time a wonderful pleasure and a heartbreaking pain. After awhile, he stopped just to spare himself the torture.
His thoughts bounced about his head in a torrent into the small hours of the night. He'd convinced himself that she'd be better off without him. That she deserved someone better, someone highborn. In a way, it was a comforting thought but it still stung. He idly wondered how he would cope when she was married, how he would feel seeing her with her new husband. His thoughts fully occupied, the boy completely failed to see the small light advancing towards him. He seemed startled when he saw the pale face behind it.
"Oh, I… shouldn't you be sleeping, E– Ms. Vorai?"
She was startled to see Quyn in the hall and almost ran into him. She looked up quickly when she heard his voice, and her violet eyes went wide. She was like a deer in headlights for a moment. Then her eyes started to well with tears. Everything that had been pent up for the last two days simply came crashing down around her as she found herself staring at the one person she needed most in her life. Quyn. She started to sob as she suddenly threw a fist into his shoulder as hard as she could.
"H-how could you side with them?!" She threw herself into his arms now and sobbed, burying her face against his neck and shoulder as she started to cry softly.
It was difficult for him to hold up his emotionless, business-like attitude with her assaulting him like that. Especially the crying. He could never handle it. All he could do was stare down at her in confusion and cautiously wrap his arms around her. He didn't speak right away. He was too stunned. But when he did, his voice was back to his old indigent self.
"I didn't side with him! I just…. well, what the hells was I suppose to say?!" he barked back, though in a hushed voice so as not to attract any attention. She looked up at him sniffling a bit her eyes glossed and filled with tears as she clung to him, her hands gripping at the front of his shirt.
"L-lets run away." She whispered hastily. "I don't think I can survive. I'm going to die if I stay here." she pleaded, her voice desperate and lower as she pushed herself closer into his arms. She couldn't handle being separated from him any longer- if they snuck out now, they could run away again. Quyntin's expression softened as he heard her frantic words. He could hear the fear in her voice, the same he'd gone through… the same fear and torment he'd numbed himself to. The torture he could see in her eyes was bringing it all back.
"Evey, are you crazy? We can't run away," the boy said, holding her away from him only enough to look down into her eyes. "Your place is here and mine…."He hesitated, choking back the lump forming in his throat. "I know my place, Evey."
"Your place is at my side." She said quickly, obvious fear in her gaze as well. She choked her words out as she said it, her eyes brimming with tears. Eventually she could contain herself no more and leaned up, tugging Quyn down for a desperate, heated kiss.
All the agony she'd been dealing with over the last two days seemed to melt away as she found herself pulling him into her embrace, her slender form relaxing against him as her lips massaged over his in a hasty, but growing kiss. Oh she'd been wanting this for days now, and how bittersweet it felt to feel him against her. Would this be the last time she would get to kiss Quyn? He knew he should be resisting. He knew he should push her away and tell her to give up this silly notion of him. But he also knew he couldn't fight her anymore. That same feeling of lightheaded happiness she gave him every time she touched her. Albeit momentarily.After the rush of her touch faded, he leaned back a bit to break the kiss.
"Evey, I…. you know I miss you. So much." He could feel tears collecting at the corners of his eyes. "We can't do this. I'm not…. it's not right."
"But I love you!" She exclaimed, albeit a bit too loudly before she broke down into soft sobs, leaning into him as she clutched at his shirt. She couldn't pull away from him, and it was clear that she was loosing it at the moment. Though her frantic tears and pleas to run away seemed in vain, but did not fall on deaf ears. Footsteps from the darkness of the hall were heard nearby and there was a heavy sigh that escaped. From the darkness Jeth came into view as he watched the pair.
"A tragedy… It's always heartbreaking to see such a lovely girl crying." he said softly.
Evey quickly straightened, her eyes wide as she looked up at Quyn horrified. She was too scared to turn around. Eventually she did, whipping around to see Jeth. Evey was frozen with fear. Quyntin hadn't realized it at the time, but he'd pulled the girl tightly to him as Jeth's voice startled him. When he'd come to terms with the gravity of their situation, he simply glared at the man with a cold stare. What he didn't know was just how pale his face had turned. Evey took that moment to cast a glance between Jeth and Quyntin with fear in her eyes. They were exposed. She could only imagine what horrors awaited Quyntin if Jeth told her father. But maybe Jeth hadn't seen anything? Before the two men could exchange words she turned and quickly made her exit, prying out of Quyn's arms reluctantly and heading off down the hall, wiping the tears from her eyes.
"Jeth," he grunted well after Evey had run off. "What are you doing up so late? Isn't there a rock you should be slithering under somewhere?"
Jeth looked shocked for a moment as he peered back over his shoulder at Quyntin, his red eyes looking much darker than usual in the dim lighting of the hallway. "I was doing nightly patrols. It's my job you know. Little did I expect to see a love confession on her behalf. It explains a lot about why she wouldn't come home. It's a shame you two will never get to have that ideal romance she so desperately craves."
It was like rubbing salt into an open wound, but Jeth's expression was hard to read. Was he sympathetic to their cause? It was hard to say. He already knew about them- back in Limsa, he'd made a comment. But if he hadn't said anything about it before, why would he now?
"I don't envy you, Quyn. Not one bit."
Quyntin's cold stare was edged with ice by now. He could never understand how this man's mind worked but he always assumed the worse.
"I'm sure you don't," he said stiffly. "I'm sure if she was born a son and not a daughter, your opinion of her would be much higher."
The alpha male in him roared, causing Quynn to step up to the man with his chest swelled. Jeth always brought that out of him.
"What's your game? Planning to run off to the boss and tattle? Or is blackmail more to your liking?"
Jeth just arched a brow at Quyn as the shorter miqo'te got up in his face, which only earned Quyn a playful smile from the silver haired mage.
"I guess that's for me to know and you to find out, hmm? I wouldn't worry that little head of yours. There's nothing you can do about your situation with the girl, no matter what you do, Quyntin. You did the right thing, telling her what you did. The sooner she forgets about you, the easier it will be for her to adjust to her new life."
Jeth certainly knew how to push his buttons. They hadn't been talking for very long and Quynn was already tired of his shit. He lifted a hand and jabbed Jeth's chest with on finger slightly harder than was polite.
"The last thing I want to hear out of your mouth is advice. You just go ahead and do whatever scheming little shit you plan to do but understand one gods damn this. If anything you say gets her hurt in anyway, I well personally cut out your intestines and hang you with them."
Jeth wasn't used to being physically assaulted, so he wasn't expecting Quyn to jab him in the chest. He grunted and staggered back a bit, frowning at Quyn now, his usually cool demeanor slipping away and replaced with an expression of irritation and malice now.
"Believe me, hurting her is the last thing on my mind. You have my word on that." Quyntin continued to stare at him for a few silent moments. He could see the slight crack in the man's cool and the veiled threat he spat his direction. He couldn't deny it didn't sent a small chill up his spine, but if this is what life would be like without her, he didn't care if it ended sooner than later.
"You might not see it, but I'm totally shaking in my boots," he said with a sly smirk just before stepping around Jeth and walking down the hall in the opposite direction of Evey. He even managed to throw his shoulder heavily into Jeth as he passed.
"Why don't you go do something more useful than being a massive prick. Like your job."
Jeth simply shook his head with a quiet chuckle, giving Quyn one last leering glance before turning and walking off into the shadows of the hallways in silence.
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